32 is the happiness numbers

Feed Me! I want Cheerie!

I don’t know what to write about my up coming birthday. I don’t have any plan or any thing special to do yet except that I’m having dinner with my best friend. 

Well, actually I’m not kind of celebrating that every year. I told my mom we can go to temple and do some nice thing together, and that’s it actually.

Anyway, I should take this chance to update you a bit about my life. Well, my life is still good... still working and loving.  I enjoy the moment I learn, its make me feel young. I enjoy fears, that’s mean I still alive, I enjoy depression, well, thank god, I still have my job! I enjoy loneliness, that’s mean I still belong to me. And most of the time I do enjoy every moment that I share with all of you, because that’s mean a lot to me…

I’ve never really spent time asking myself what I really want… I think what I really want is...  it’s this moment. I look back and I enjoyed what I’ve seen, I enjoyed the path I have been walked through. Sometimes when I feel lonely I open the old albums, those are memoryies I kept. Every time I look at it, how beautiful it is to live my life. How beautiful my family and friends are. I feel the complete inside.

I tell you what?… I don’t really care anymore about the numbers, I think how old you are doesn't matter that much but how long you have been with your life and you enjoy it.

Thank you everyone especially DaveT for the Happy Birthday message in advance. : )